Lashing out to the wrong people just makes more things worse.. Matt? I have no idea in this world where things went wrong. I Love him AS My best friend. And he seems to not give a shit Like he used too.. At this point? I’m so sick of the same heart wrenching arguments with him, I’d much rather throw up than to continue. I’ve poured my heart out to him for the last two years of our Lives, in hopes he’d give an ounce of a shit.. I’m pretty much done with that. He wants me? He knows where to fucking find me.
I now finally see, that I mean just about nothing to him. My best fucking friend.. Nothing. I’m very thankful for our matching tattoos, cuz now that’s all we have. Thanks for the memories, Matt.
I don’t know what to do anymore. Am I the only strong person I know? Basically. Other than Matt of course. He’s pretty much okay with never talking to me again. He’s got his deli bitch :( but baby carrots and playing with hair, to red tattoos and Mayday Parade say otherwise.. I guess. I’m just sad an I don’t ever wanna lose my best friend.. Looks Like I already have.
Matty Mullins and Kellin Quinn
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Kellin Quinn of Sleeping With Sirens performing at the APMAs
Photo Credit: Adam Elmakias
From failed relationships, to friends that would only care to vent instead of listen…. All led up to this man. This man that sees me for me. Its pretty much AWEmayzing. He’s handsome, going somewhere with his Life.. And I can’t wait to meet, meet him. But, something seems wrong. Everything seems too perfect. When everything feels Like the movies, you bleed just know you’re alive..